It 'strange to talk with his son words
hide from the heart that you look like.
You are the only one in the world who know the darkness in my heart,
what he would say and instead keeps silent out of shame for love.
So i want to tell you that you do not have to investigate strength
you should not have to ask if I'm wrong
your love for me is silent anguish and terror.
You are irreplaceable and my damnation
turns the page to loneliness among the thousands of lives that I forget
hour after hour, day after day